Summer 2005 has been all about surviving, I'll tell you this much!

Last night I tended to two drunk people. One of them was way wasted, puking and swinging from my car door in attempt to keep balanced. It's okay. I guess. I lost my wallet too (which now entails me to get a new library card, new school ID, new drivers license, cancel my Capital One account and deal with Sovereign bank). The second I seem to get one problem solved, another one is presented. And this is what I mean by my opening statement...

You know, I hate people. I'm beginning to understand more and more every day the mindset of Kristin Troie. There are a lot of people I consider friends or mine or even just mere aquaintances and maybe there are just one too many that I don't need. On both sides of the coin, it's not loss wether I forget about them or never talk to them again. And I'm going to do just that. People really stink! And so does Livejournal. You could probably consider this my informal goodbye from livejournal. I might never update in here again after this. Maybe. And maybe... I might even delete my myspace account.

Right now, I am broke, I am alone, I am run dry of self-esteem, of self-confidence, and I'm trying to change this because I atleast have optimism on my side and not against me. I have good plans for the end of the summer and no one or nothing can fuck it up.

It's only up hill from here, hunny!
Life after this summer is going to fantastic.

Good-bye.